Movements - Full Circle

      [Intro]
A E F#m

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I'm tearing apart at the seams

Still trying to mend these holes in my jeans
                            E
Leaving my skin to stain as I bleed
         F#m
Give up  disintegrate  secede
A
Toss and turn in this concrete bed

And in the morning I'll try again
E
Pray for something to ease my dread
             F#m
End up with trembling limbs instead and this feels endless
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As if there's not a solace in the world that can mend this
                              E
Everything will repeat in the end it's not a matter of 'if' it's 'when'
F#m
This has happened before it'll happen again


A                                   E
It comes in waves and I'm pulled below
                                A
It's not subjective  it's clinical
                             C#m               E   A
Drown myself in the undertow of all my imbalanced chemicals
               E
And this cycle comes full circle
A                C#m   F#m   E
This cycle comes full circle again

A C#m E
A C#m E

               A
So back to the needle and the thread
         C#m                       E
I've had enough of this blood I've bled
                A
I wanna breathe life in my lungs again
          C#m                   E
Clear the thought that fucks my head
          A
Without a struggle there can't be progress
                  C#m               E
(Even though the weight is crushing me)
          A
Without a struggle there can't be progress
         C#m         E
(Aim to kill  fight defeat)

A  E  A

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'Til it comes around again

A                                 E
It comes in waves and I'm pulled below
                                A
It's not subjective  it's clinical
                           C#m                 E   A
Drown myself in the undertow of all my imbalanced chemicals
               E
And this cycle comes full circle
A                C#m   F#m   E
This cycle comes full circle again

A  E  A  E

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'Cause I've had days that I swore would be my last
    E
And spent months walking on this broken glass
A                                                             E
Just to tiptoe towards the thought that maybe someday I'd get back  to who I used to be
A
To what I used to see in the mirror
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Instead of this misery
                   A                                                           E                       A
And to rid myself of this cloud that will rain down and cause me to slip back in to my apathy  but I know 
eventually
                E
I'm gonna come around and maybe it won't be easy but it will be worth it and the results will be profound
A                                                                 E
Because instead of feeling cornered the corners of my mouth will start to point up
                             A
Instead of being anchored down

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