https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY3FQE59SNM Here is a rendition to help as you create your own. Please send new versions in comments below video. C Am I wish they knew C Dm I wish they on-ly knew C Am C Dm The an-ger he-ld in-si-ide Am C Dm The anger that I hide C Am I wish they knew C Dm I wish they on-ly knew C Am C Dm The helplessness I fe-el Am C Dm The helplessness so real C Am I wish they knew C Dm I wish they on-ly knew C Am C Dm The fear that seems so ne-ar Am C Dm The reason for my tears Dm F Em They cannot com-pre-hend Dm F Am The pain within my soul Dm F Em Dm They can-not un-der-st-and Dm F Am The depth of "such a fo-ol" Dm F Em Th-ey can-not be-lie-ve Dm F Am That pain cou-ld a-bide Dm F Em Dm With-in one so_ qui-et Dm F Am One who us-ed to hi-de Dm F Em But now I am ol- -der Dm F Am And much mo-re ma-ture Dm F Am And now I am bol-der Dm Am Em And un-der-stand much mo-re C Am I know that they C Dm May never un-der-stand C Am C Dm The an-ger that I hide Am C Dm Deep down in-si-de C Am I know that they C Dm May never un-der-stand C Am C Dm My help-lessness and fe-ar Am C Dm The reason for my tears CUT C Am I know that they C Dm May never really know C Am C Dm The things I hold in tow Am C Dm The burdens of my brow Cmaj7 Am I know that God Cmaj7 Dm Will always fully know Cmaj7 Am Cmaj7 My anger and sor-row Dm Cmaj7 Am The things I never show Cmaj7 Dm I know that God Cmaj7 Am Will always un-der- stand Cmaj7 Dm Cmaj7 The feelings of my heart Am F The person that I am Dm He knows my anger Am He knows my fear Em Dm He kn-ows me- e Am And He holds me de -ar C G He holds me de -ar C Am The reason for His great C Dm And never end-ing gra-ce C Am C Is that once before_ Dm C Am He fe-lt tears upon His face C Am He felt such pain and sorrow C Dm They did not understand Dm Am C They didnt know that this Dm F Am Had been the Lords command Dm F Em Am He died upon the cr-oss that day Dm Am F C He died to wa-sh my pain away
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